SITTING ON THE DOCK of a lake one late afternoon, I was captivated by the sight of an exquisite sunset. The colors melting into one another to illuminate the sky stirred the lonely places of my heart. My husband had left several months earlier. Now we were separated, and I had no idea whether we would ever be together again.
Although clouds had enveloped my soul moments before because of my circumstances, I now found myself praising God, thanking Him for this beautiful sunset and the opportunity for me to see it.
“But what if you didn’t see it? Would the sunset still be as beautiful?” I felt the Spirit of God asking me.
“Yes,” I said, “it would still be just as beautiful.”
“And what if no one saw this sunset, would it still be just as beautiful?” “Yes,” I said, “it would still be just as beautiful.”
“And if I make a person beautiful, but no one loves them, are they still beautiful?” God’s Spirit inquired.
“Yes” I said, “they would still be beautiful.”
“I made you beautiful…and I love you. So if your husband does not see your beauty, does that mean you are not beautiful? If he does not love you, does that mean you are not loved?”
“No,” I whispered. “I do not need anyone else to love me or think I am beautiful. You are enough, Lord. If you love me and think I am beautiful, then that is enough.’
“I loved you enough to die for you,” He said. “I created you to be the unique person that you are. You are beautiful. I love you.”
At that I bowed my head in praise and worshipped Him in love.
Excerpted from Broken Heart on Hold, Surviving Separation by Linda W. Rooks
If you need more hope and encouragement, you may find the hope you’re looking for in my book, Broken Heart on Hold, Surviving Separation. When facing the turmoil of a troublesome marriage, sometimes what we need most is a touch from God’s Spirit on our life so we can become stronger and more secure as we face each day.